Saturday, June 30, 2012

:)



I don't want to be a burden in your life. I'm just too selfish and childish.
Well, this is hard for me too. After all memories that we made together. You know, it'll be too hard to forget that all, or maybe never. We were bestfriend before, so let's start over again, things maybe will be different, but I hope I can be your bestfriend, once again.
Sad, but yeah.. that's it :' )
be happy, okay?

things I wish for..

Ignore this ignore this. I just wish for it, not obsessed :D



LOLL! I wish for them too! For the actual size XD

July.

Well well well. Spent my satnite with sitting and watching. Best satnite ever!! -,- Omona. Honestly, I've been so hubbub. geez. Yesterday was MBLAQ's concert at Jakarta! *sob sob. I wish I was there.


you can see the pic cr on its pic.
My twitter's TL is full of MBLAQ's concert info. Don't wanna know don't wanna know T^T Argggh. So envy with them who watched the concert.

Ever hear 'sadness and happiness are in one packet' ? Well, that always happen to me. Julywish Julywish, everybody posted that. My wish? I can't tell you. It's a wish, right? :p
But I just hope everything go well o:)

July's resolution :

  • always be grateful
  • don't mind people's bussiness
  • keep think +
  • ingnore - words from other
  • stop being a wishy-washy
  • reduce the whining
  • learn from what ever happened to us and others. well, life is just too short to make another mistake and learn from it :)


found this cute pic on google. ohmy ohmy. JJ project <3

Sweets.


Back! So, I found the reason why my head was soooo dizzy yesterday. I drank the starfruit juice too much! -,- just a glass neah. But it truly made me laid on my bed for almost a day. I can't even wake up to do things cause it was just too dizzy. My mom took me to doctor today, and the doctor suggest me to not online too much. lol! Ignore it.







After we went to doctor, my mom ask me where I wanna go then. Of course, shopping! (^o^)
Went to TH, and found these cute dresses.




 They got wings now. Ready to fly!


        
Cute stuff cute stuff o




Well, we stopped at Clover Bake Shoppe, bought some macarons and the cute butter cookies. *yum yum

The mint one is  yummy. But why don't they have mango flavour? T^T

Seriously wanna learn how to make macaron. Haha. Anyone know where I can take a course?









today's outfit :

E.P's hoodie
unbranded pant


Friday, June 29, 2012

woke up in exhaustion

sick.sick.sick.

I had a sore throat and couldn't sleep last night. So I switched the channels and found Legally Blonde. Well, the movie was totally inspiring. Doesn't mean I'm starting to like law study. I mean, from it, I learn that we should show them, who underestimate us, that we can be more successful than them. 
If we can, why not? Frankly, I ever felt like what Elle felt. Yeah, people are better than me. But others, can be better than them, and of course, me too. Maybe someday I can be better than them. Life is like a wheel. Up and down, remember? So why should we underestimate other people? Karma does exist, sweety.


Back to the title, 'woke up in exhaustion'? Well, I dreamt about people chasing me, and I ran a lot in my dream. Then when I woke up this morning, I felt extremely tired. It was a dream, but how could it be? -,- weird. Not just that, I also felt totally dizzy. I drank starfruit juice, slept at 3 a.m and woke up at 12 today. My head is still spinning :s








love people doesn't make them love you back.

things I want








Thursday, June 28, 2012

Starting to like selca-ing :p

Well well. Since I'm not sobusytobetrue, what I do all the day is just selca-ing --"

Sillyme.




Night night!

Today's culinary

From lunch to after lunch.

Well, had an awesome lunch today. *yam yam

Remember my last post? When I said that I'll have baking class tomorrow? Well, it's cancelled. And we had it today. Taraaaa. The famous rainbow cake. And it's totally failed =,= HAHA

Will try again next time and I hope it won't failed again.





CAPS LOCK DAY




TRALAAA!
IT'S CAPS LOCK DAY!! WONDER WHO STARTED IT :/

I'M PLANNING TO HAVE A BAKING CLASS TOMORROW WITH MOM. GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT. IT'S MOTHER-DAUGHTER TIME! \(^O^)/


SORRY FOR THE CAPS LOCK. IT'S CAPS LOCK DAY HEY!



EVERTHINGHASITSOWNENDING.IHOPWYOUUNDERSTANDME.

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

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andstill,youdontunderstand.  
Iknowyoudontmeanitbutyoumakemesufferifitkeepslikethis

un-understandablethings.

there are things that can't be told but have to be understood. 
Ihopeyoucanunderstandmejustthisonce. blameme,imfindwithit.










L.O.V.E

What is love actually?
the.unspoken.unwritten.untold.feelings which is confusing.complicated.and killing.

m i s e r a b l e.

What should we do if people change? What should we do if the feelings that we had slowly faded?
What if the person you loved suddenly tell you that he/she just doesn't love you no more? Why can feelings change?

I read stories. They told me somethingcalledtruelove that is never exist in my story. Never or haven't. Cinderella, snowwhite, rapunzell, sleepingbeauty, all fairytales, even novels, comics, dramas, movies, they had it. My question is, is it really exist in reality?

As time goes by, the feelings that ever existed, faded away.

Childish.sensitive.selfish. Yes I am.

Apology.sorry.forgiveness.

   There are things that we don t want to happen but have to accept things we don t want to know but have to learn and people we can t live without but have to let go.
like eating the same delicious food everyday. it's delicious but you feel bored and unhappy with it.
I feel like i am the bad guy who cry for the good guy in action movie 

Silly

College entrance exam is coming soon. I really don't prepare anything! What to do?


Another silly face. Justforfun!

Holiday

took some selcas at airport *blushed


Yeaa. It's a 5d 4n holiday. Short but fun. These photos were taken with my camera, the rest pics are on my phone (I broke the card reader, I can't post it T^T). We went to Genting first and then went to KL.

 Had lunch at T-bowl, it's a 'Toilet-concept' Restaurant. They're foods are yummy!

 Went to KLCC and had a visit to Aquaria.

 Then we went to China town. Got this cap with a very cheap price. Branded or not, hellyeah, it's cool and Iloveit!

 Spent the rest of our last night at Bintang walk :)

 Next day, we went to Berjaya Times Square and Sungei Wang (again). Haha.
this store sells shoes with a brand like my name! lol
Fav spot! Gelatomio. loveit!
It's time to back home. Took some pics at the hotel's lobby while waiting for the taxi.


Arrived at aiport, checked in, and take a walk there. Visited these shops. I know I'm old enough for toys, but I just loveit!
Bought a bear from Harrods. He's cute, isn't he?



Well, that's how I end my holiday. I hope you had a nice holiday :)